I can’t stop eating food. literally. can not. and i don’t sleep right now because the medicines they have me on make me have terrible hallucinations.
When I sleep again, I’ll start writing again :) sorry
So since deleting my tumblr, a lot of changes have happened in my life and I really need an outlet for all of it and a lot of people have questions over everything and I think this blog is just going to be the best way to manage all of it. Mainly I want to focus on my life, my age and my diagnosis of Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia.
Note though, I’m not just gonna bitch about everything and make it a “woe is me” pity this girl blog and I’m also going to have a regular blog just to focus on things that i love and make me happy.
I really want to be able to use this as sort of an outreach to other people going through this around my age. It sucks and as far as references to people going through Leukemia there are relatively few teenage girls. All the blogs are either those who are in their twenties or are younger children. I hit the worst age haha. Also everything I have found has made me depressed. I see things like movies and television characters and stories like “My Sister’s Keeper” and all I can think of is death and I’m not going anywhere and maybe there are other teenage girls who could find this and use it to make them feel less isolated. Hopefully, if you’re going through something like this, you can use it to find some relief or comfort knowing that you’re not the only one and if you’re just reading it maybe it’ll give some insight on all of the things you have to be grateful for.
Sorry this is long, and rambling I’m going to get started on my theme and then I’ll fill ya in on the rest.
xoxo
Ashley
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